And I am completely directing this to myself before I begin to direct it to my audience. Lately I've been slacking heavily and I have become quite disastisfied with myself. Once again I found myself involved with some one completely wrong for me, and I started to lower the bar and the standards I had set for myself. Besides the aggervation and difficulty that stirred from that situation, problems with my car also contributed to me having to drop TWO classes. I feel myself gaining some weight and I'm just becomming so lazy and even more unhappy so I stop and ask myself : What the hell are you doing? It's like I started to lose love for myself which completely is not like me. So once I was able to admit my flaws I now realize that I can slowly begin to work on my weak areas and perhaps pick up my slack. Thats why this summer I will be taking two classes while I work. I am also ready to get back to the gym and I even have a committed partner to help me with my progress. I believe that so many people lose hope when things are not going in their favor, but sometimes in order to prosper you must get your priorities in check. You can't fix all of your problems overnight. Once you accept that fact you must begin to list all the things you want to change or fix in your life. Once you do that you can begin to work on each problem one by one. Befored you know it you'll find yourself working better and perhaps creating a routine that you are comfortable and satisfied with. Of course I get discouraged with this whole college thing but I'm not going to just give up. My car is rut and I need a new one immediately. I just have to work and save and eventually I will be able to check these off my priority list. I mean I still have some other areas in my life that need work but step by step everything will come together.
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