This Bastard!!

If you recall a few posts ago I wrote about my Valentine's Day, and how it was such wonderful time. Well that little bastard ripped up my gift, sent it to my "friend" and even messaged me the picture. My first thoughts were to raise hell and throw his business out and just be pure evil, but then my sanity sunk in. He wasn't my BOYFRIEND but my EX for a reason. Furthermore I had no business even giving him the time or day again. God made me realize that I graduated High School and overcame all of that drama for a REASON. And at that moment, I felt so much better. I found my happiness without him a long time ago. Now I don't even know the real reason why I'm even posting this, maybe I'm just venting, but I will tell any female reading this who's been in this similar predicament: Never Turn Back. No matter how different they swear they are, or claim to be. Think of the 90 to 10 % rule. (I'm just talking but listen lol) There is a 90% chance that your ex will develop the habits that you left him because of. And the 10% is for the very few who actually don't. Turning back is hard and when you fall repetitious to the constant "I'm done with him" phrase to the same friends, not only do they stop believing you, but eventually you stop believing YOURSELF!! I found myself without his love so pushing him away was too easy. When you find your true purpose in life, and can cherish your worth, you too will then understand. Mocha_