To You Forever, From Me to You_

So it's pretty much been forever, but I'm gonna give this whole blogging thing a second try. I always get dry when it comes to expressing my thoughts through blogging but the only way I'll get better is if I keep praticing correct? Welp here it goes : Summer 09 thus far for me has been eventful. Maybe a little more eventful than I would have liked it to be. Me and my ex broke up and this time it was indeed chaotic. He started dating a new girl and I don't think I was prepared for that. A girl that too many of us was familiar with. To make a long story short I've come to my senses to fully accept the fact that some things aren't meant to be. Am I better? A little but the healing process does take much time. Then college summmer courses started for me and I must admit it helped take my mind off a few problems at home. I was delighted to find that college would come with no cost to me on behalf of the financial aid &&' grants I received. However I am still facing a few obstacles that I will hopefully soon overcome. My current priority right now is finding a job. I haven't been employed since May and it's seriously starting to effect me. I mean it's not like I'm sitting at home doing absolutely nothing, I'm applying to places but let's face it : The economy sucks and no one is really hiring. But soon enough I know that something favorable will happen for me though. Anyway aside from that the number one thing on my needs list is a car. I'm getting really beleaguered about using my father's SUV everyday for school. But all is well ;-). That is an over all over all about the "issues" I've faced, but now I must talk about the good. This summer me and my two friends (Biahshe and Scott) have become emphatically closer than we have ever before. Throughout the enitire ordeal of my breakup they have supported me and helped me grow. We call oursleves the three musketeers its actually quite fun when ever I am with them. However Biahshe, is moving to Alabama to start school and I can't imagine how different it will be without her :'(. I have a week left with her and its going to be one emotional farewell when she leaves. Another thing I've come to realize is how many friends you lose after highschool but we'll talk about that in another blog. lol. So I think I have accurately summarized my summer of 2009. Did I leave anything out? Of course I did. They will unveil themsleves in blogs to follow. =) I promise lol